Chapter 82
Source: https://www.jjwxc.net/onebook.php?novelid=1363950 This translation was originally posted on https://love4baihe.blogspot.com
Qin Wanshu felt as if her blood had turned to ice, the piercing fear and dread engulfed her entire body. Throughout her life, she hadn't experienced much fear, but at that moment, it almost overwhelmed her.
Qin Wanshu ran towards Zuo Qinghuan lying in a pool of blood, terrified as she looked at Zuo Qinghuan's blood-stained body. Her heart was filled with extreme fear. Her fingers reached out to Zuo Qinghuan's blood-stained cheek, trembling uncontrollably. She was afraid that Zuo Qinghuan might die like this. Zuo Qinghuan must be okay, absolutely must be okay. Qin Wanshu panicked, wanting to grab her phone for help, only to realize they hadn't brought it when they left. At this moment, apart from the car that hit Zuo Qinghuan, no other vehicles were passing by. Qin Wanshu, who could usually handle situations calmly, couldn't stay composed now. She was frantic, her heart racing with anxiety.
Han Shibin stared at Zuo Qinghuan lying in the pool of blood, also shocked. He never intended to kill anyone. He just didn't want to see Qin Wanshu and Zuo Qinghuan being affectionate. He was just very angry. He just wanted to separate them. He absolutely didn't intend to hit anyone to death. Han Shibin tried to justify his actions in his mind, but no matter how he explained it, it was futile. He had already sent Zuo Qinghuan flying, and now she was in critical condition.
"We need to take her to the hospital right away..." Han Shibin wasn't completely heartless. He was just blinded by jealousy and anger, and when things went beyond his control, he also felt scared and wanted to make amends. He quickly opened the car door and got out, saying that to Qin Wanshu.
Qin Wanshu had never resented anyone before. Han Shibin was the first, but she knew this wasn't the time for rash actions. The hospital was quite a distance away, and she feared Zuo Qinghuan couldn't wait for the ambulance.
"Hurry up!" Qin Wanshu felt extremely anxious, wishing to rush Zuo Qinghuan to the hospital immediately.
Han Shibin immediately lifted Zuo Qinghuan, who was lying on the ground and carried her to his car. While Han Shibin drove, Qin Wanshu held Zuo Qinghuan in her arms, her clothes stained crimson with fresh blood.
"Zuo Qinghuan, you must hang in there. You must be okay," Qin Wanshu said to Zuo Qinghuan with teary eyes. She would rather be the one hit by the car than see Zuo Qinghuan lying lifeless in her arms. The proximity of life and death was so close, so close that it was terrifying.
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Li Xin didn't expect to encounter Zuo Qinghuan at the hospital. She frowned after realizing that Zuo Qinghuan's condition was extremely critical, with her life hanging by a thread. She couldn't bear to imagine what would happen if Zuo Qinghuan had been brought in even a moment later...
"How is she now?" Qin Wanshu asked nervously, grabbing Li Xin's arm. Even though it hurt, Li Xin didn't notice and she didn't mind. She understood Qin Wanshu's current state of mind. If it were Yan Rouwen lying inside, she would probably be even more anxious. Worry leads to chaos.
"She needs surgery immediately. I can only say it's not optimistic. I'm going in to operate on her now," Li Xin said quickly and hurried into the operating room. She was grateful to be a doctor at this moment, able to perform surgery on Zuo Qinghuan and help.
The most difficult part is always waiting outside, feeling helpless while watching medical staff come and go, the heart floating in the air with no support, so restless.
The lights in the operating room came on, but instead of calming down, Qin Wanshu's worried heart grew even more anxious. She felt helpless as she crouched at the door of the operating room, unable to do anything, unable to share the burden with Zuo Qinghuan. They had promised to take care of each other, but now she found herself being the one protected by Zuo Qinghuan.
Han Shibin looked at Qin Wanshu's helpless appearance, feeling somewhat reluctant in his heart. He wanted to extend his hand to embrace Qin Wanshu, but it seemed like he didn't have this qualification anymore, and she wouldn't like him doing so.
"I really didn't mean to hit her on purpose, I don't even know how I ended up hitting her..." Han Shibin explained for himself, preparing to reach out and comfort Qin Wanshu.
"Don't touch me. It's best if she's okay. If anything happens to her, I'll never forgive you!" Qin Wanshu said coldly to Han Shibin. Han Shibin wanted to hit not only Zuo Qinghuan but also herself. If it weren't for Zuo Qinghuan pushing her away, she would be lying in there now. If she were lying on the cold operating table with her, she wouldn't be cold and lonely.
"I just love you too much. I was blinded by jealousy and anger at the time..." He also regretted it.
"In the name of love, you hurt, while she protects. How much love does it take to risk one's life? You're just a murderer. Your so-called love disgusts me. Stay away from me. I don't want to see you again, and I doubt Qinghuan would either. So, please leave," Qin Wanshu said sternly.
Han Shibin was speechless. He knew that there was no possibility of reconciliation with Qin Wanshu in this lifetime. Indeed, compared to Zuo Qinghuan's selfless act of pushing Qin Wanshu away, his actions were truly shameful. No amount of explanation could justify his behavior.
"I'm sorry," Han Shibin apologized sincerely from the bottom of his heart.
Qin Wanshu paid no attention to him anymore. At this moment, compared to Zuo Qinghuan's life, his apology was as cheap as it could get.
Qin Wanshu felt like centuries had passed as the lights in the operating room finally dimmed, and the door slowly opened.
"How is she?" Qin Wanshu hurriedly asked Li Xin, who had just removed her mask.
"The situation has stabilized for now, but she has a severe brain hemorrhage and has lost a lot of blood. Whether she can wake up depends on her own will to survive. How did she get such serious injuries?" Li Xin asked Qin Wanshu, who was still stained with blood. With Zuo Qinghuan's mother passing away recently and now suffering such severe injuries herself, it seemed like a stroke of bad luck for Zuo Qinghuan this year. Li Xin was also very worried and thought she should have stayed home and avoided going out.
Source: https://www.jjwxc.net/onebook.php?novelid=1363950 This translation was originally posted on https://love4baihe.blogspot.com
"She could have avoided it, but she protected me." Qin Wanshu said, feeling both heartache and self-reproach.
Li Xin's gaze shifted to Han Shibin, who was also stained with blood. She could guess a thing or two, casting a disdainful glance at Han Shibin before redirecting her gaze.
"It seems she really loves you. She has always put herself first, but now she's willing to sacrifice even her life for you. It shows that you hold the top spot in her heart. Take good care of her when she wakes up." Li Xin believed that Zuo Qinghuan would wake up. She was a strong person, and most importantly, she would never want to leave Qin Wanshu.
"Mm, she will definitely wake up." Qin Wanshu also firmly believes that Zuo Qinghuan will wake up.
"You'd better check yourself for injuries and change your clothes. I think Zuo Qinghuan wouldn't want to see you in such a state when she wakes up. In her eyes, Qin Wanshu is like a goddess." Li Xin advised Qin Wanshu soothingly, to divert her attention. Zuo Qinghuan wouldn't bear to see Qin Wanshu even slightly harmed, so Li Xin resolved to take good care of Qin Wanshu for her sake.
"I'm fine." What goddess? Qin Wanshu felt disheartened. If she were a goddess, how could she let such a thing happen? She had underestimated Han Shibin's emotions, and been too careless. If she had been more cautious in handling Han Shibin's emotions, perhaps this wouldn't have happened.
"I'll go see her." Qin Wanshu felt uneasy and didn't want to leave Zuo Qinghuan unattended.
Qin Wanshu looked at Zuo Qinghuan in the intensive care unit, her face pale and bloodless. Her heart ached, Zuo Qinghuan, you must wake up. I'm waiting for you.
Author's Note:
Amnesia won't happen, so don't worry.
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