Chapter 185: Big
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Ruan Yesheng saw how fast Xi Mo turned over. She moved in panic, like she had been caught doing something wrong. Ruan Yesheng suddenly wanted to laugh.
She quickly reached out to turn Xi Mo back. But as soon as her hand touched Xi Mo’s waist, Xi Mo acted like she got shocked. She jumped up from the bed and ran down a few steps.
Ruan Yesheng froze. Her hand stayed in the air. “…You.”
Xi Mo moved too fast. She didn't even wear slippers. She stepped on the floor barefoot. Her breathing went uneven. She stared at Ruan Yesheng, and her ears turned red, like they could bleed.
“…What are you doing?” Ruan Yesheng came back to her senses and laughed. “You ran so fast. It’s like I was going to eat you.”
Xi Mo: “…”
Ruan Yesheng slowly sat up. Her slightly curled long hair fell over her shoulders, like seaweed. She looked lazy and charming in the morning. “I just wanted you to turn around. I wasn’t going to do anything to you.”
She smiled again and dragged her tone. “You didn’t think I was going to do something to you, so you ran away like that, right?”
“…No.” Xi Mo noticed her own reaction was strange and answered in a low voice.
Ruan Yesheng smiled as she looked at her. She didn't fully get why Xi Mo was acting odd this morning, but she could feel Xi Mo avoiding her. Her smile stayed bright, but a bit of helplessness rose in her heart.
What she felt last night was really just a dream. In the dream, Xi Mo cared for her and loved her in every way. It was like light on water, only a fantasy born from Yan Niang’s Dream Wine.
The Xi Mo in front of her now, the one who dodged as soon as she touched her, was the real Xi Mo.
The real Xi Mo would never treat her like she did in the dream.
Xi Mo stood by the bed and looked at Ruan Yesheng. Her face looked complicated, like she had many thoughts.
Ruan Yesheng got off the bed. She picked up the slippers and bent down in front of Xi Mo. She said softly, “Put on your slippers. The floor is cold.”
“…I’ll do it myself.” Xi Mo quickly took the slippers and stepped back.
“Okay.” Ruan Yesheng smiled at her.
Xi Mo put on the slippers. She coughed lightly and said, “I’ll go back to my room first. I…I still need to wash up.”
“Mm.” Ruan Yesheng’s smile didn't fade, but a faint sigh mixed in. “Go on.”
Xi Mo lowered her head and walked to the door. After a few steps, she turned back and glanced at Ruan Yesheng. She saw Ruan Yesheng was still watching her, so she quickly looked away, opened the door, and left.
The room went quiet.
Ruan Yesheng sat alone by the bed. Her eyes fell on the lifted blanket. The sheets were messy. She reached out and slowly touched the spot where Xi Mo had lain. Xi Mo’s warmth seemed to still be there.
“…It was just a dream.” Ruan Yesheng murmured with longing.
Her mood slowly settled. Then she felt something else. She lifted her nightdress and touched the small hidden cloth inside. It felt cold there.
The dream was fake. It only left this shame behind for her when she woke up.
Her face heated up again. She quickly stood, grabbed clothes, and went to the bathroom.
Xi Mo went back to her room and went straight to shower. When she reached for the shower valve, the cold metal felt burning hot. She quickly pulled her hand back.
The dream still stayed in her mind.
She dreamed she had kissed Ruan Yesheng in the bathroom.
Ruan Yesheng’s wet look appeared before her eyes. Her red lips were pretty and so soft.
The more Xi Mo thought about it, the more flustered she got. She suddenly slapped herself.
She thought she had gone completely crazy.
The shower turned on. Messy water drops fell and wrapped around Xi Mo’s body.
Yu An had a very strict routine. She woke up to her phone alarm. Her head felt heavy. She lifted herself and leaned over to grab the phone on the bedside table, then turned the alarm off.
Then she saw her bare arm and froze.
Her breathing sped up.
Yu An put the phone down and slowly turned her head. She saw Shen Qingbie lying by her pillow.
Shen Qingbie’s long hair was loose. She was still asleep. Her dark hair spread on the pillow, making her pretty sleeping face look even more fresh and soft. A light blush showed on her cheeks.
She had been fully opened by Yu An last night. Now that hidden charm under her pure look could not be held back. It flowed from her eyes and brows.
Yu An spaced out. Scenes from last night flashed through her mind. She thought she was dreaming. Then she looked under the blanket and saw both of them had no clothes on. Shen Qingbie’s arm lay outside the blanket, hair wrapped around it. Yu An’s heart beat loud in her ears.
…It was real.
She and Qingqing…
Yu An’s shock slowly turned into joy. She quickly lay back down. She carefully put Shen Qingbie’s hands back under the blanket. She hugged Shen Qingbie like a treasure, pressed close, and smiled sweetly.
“…Mm.” Shen Qingbie woke up and rubbed her eyes.
Yu An’s eyes filled with warmth as she looked at her silly girl waking up.
…Cute.
“…A’Yu.” Shen Qingbie opened her eyes more and saw Yu An smiling at her. She smiled back. “A’Yu, good morning.”
“…Qingqing, good morning.” Yu An’s voice turned soft like water.
Shen Qingbie still looked sleepy, but she was happy. “…I get to wake up and see you sleeping next to me again. Last time at Heizhugou, I slept in your room once. I didn’t expect we’d sleep together again. I’m so happy.”
Yu An noticed how natural Shen Qingbie sounded. Words like “slept together” came out with no restraint. Shen Qingbie even compared it to the normal sleeping before. Yu An felt something was off, but she thought Shen Qingbie was just silly and cute. She followed her words and replied with a slight shake in her voice, “Yes, we…slept. I’m also very happy.”
Her hand rested on Shen Qingbie’s body. Shen Qingbie’s skin was warm, like it would melt in her palm.
Yu An’s heart surged. She asked gently, “Qingqing, does it hurt? Do you feel uncomfortable anywhere?”
Shen Qingbie heard that and started to react. She moved under the blanket and looked strange. “…My whole body feels a bit sore. Mm…it’s not painful. It’s just…just very tired.”
“…I’m sorry, Qingqing.” Yu An felt heartache. “I…it was my first time. I might not be skilled. I’ll be more careful next time. Trust me.”
“What…first time?” Shen Qingbie looked confused.
Yu An watched her reaction and froze.
She thought they did it last night because Shen Qingbie liked her. Yu An was conservative by nature. Deep down, she believed that kind of closeness only happened when both people liked each other. She had been lost in joy and didn't look closely at Shen Qingbie’s face.
Now she is studying Shen Qingbie. Her reason came back. The heart floating in the air slowly sank.
…Shen Qingbie woke up confused. She didn't realize what happened last night.
Yu An slowly pulled her hand away. Her face went blank.
Only then did Shen Qingbie feel how different it was when Yu An’s hand moved away. She felt naked. She quickly looked under the blanket and froze.
Yu An saw her reaction and fully woke up. She bit her lip and said nothing.
The next moment, Shen Qingbie panicked and pulled back. She wrapped herself tight in the blanket and stammered, “I…I’m not wearing clothes. A’Yu, you…you’re not wearing clothes either!”
Her face turned red.
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She said that, but she wasn't stupid. Both of them were naked in the same bed. Plus what Yu An said earlier, she could guess what happened.
“…Qingqing.” Yu An spoke with effort. “I…we…do you remember what happened last night?”
Shen Qingbie’s head was a mess. She buried her face in the blanket.
“…Qingqing.” Yu An’s heart hurt. She sighed.
The joy she felt when she woke up shattered at this moment.
“I…I was drunk last night.” Shen Qingbie said softly, like she had done something terrible. “…I’m sorry.”
“…Sorry?” Yu An understood. She gave a bitter smile. “I’m the one who’s sorry.”
She was wrong.
She could not hold back. She should not have done it.
“You…you didn’t do anything wrong.” Shen Qingbie’s voice came muffled from the blanket. “It was me…I shouldn’t have drunk the Dream Wine. I even dragged you into drinking it. We were both drunk. That’s why…that’s why…”
Yu An heard the layers of guilt in her words. Her heart felt worse. In Shen Qingbie’s mind, this was just messy drunk sex.
“…A’Yu, I was wrong.” Shen Qingbie said softly.
She didn't come out of the blanket. It was like the blanket protected her shame.
Yu An silently lifted her side of the blanket, got out of bed, and started to dress. She was usually quick and neat, but now every button felt heavy.
After dressing, Yu An looked at the big lump under the blanket and said softly, “You didn’t do anything wrong. We were both drunk, that’s all.”
Shen Qingbie stayed under the blanket and said nothing. She looked truly scared and didn't know what to say.
“I’ll go out first.” Yu An kept her voice calm. “If you’re tired, you can sleep more. It’s a day off today. No rush.”
Her words still carried gentle care. “But don’t sleep too long. Come out to eat breakfast, or your stomach won’t handle it.”
“…Mm.” Shen Qingbie answered from the blanket.
Yu An stared at the blanket for a long time. Then she walked out with unsteady steps and gently closed the door.
The room went quiet.
After a while, Shen Qingbie peeked out from the blanket. She wrapped herself tight, only her head and loose hair showing. Her cheeks were red.
“…I’m done.” She looked like her world had collapsed. “…I’m really done.”
Xi Mo finished showering and walked out. She glanced at Ruan Yesheng’s door and walked down the hallway. Yan Niang’s bar had a small, nice restaurant. Guests who stayed the night got free breakfast. When Xi Mo arrived, Yu An was sitting alone, holding coffee, sipping slowly. Her face looked heavy.
“Xi Mo, good morning.” Yu An noticed her and hid her mood. She smiled.
“Good morning.” Xi Mo nodded and went to pick food.
They sat and ate, chatting now and then. Each had their own thoughts, but none showed it. When Ruan Yesheng appeared in the restaurant, Xi Mo’s expression subtly changed.
Ruan Yesheng greeted them naturally. She took a plate of vegetable salad with toast and a glass of milk and sat down.
“How did you sleep last night?” Ruan Yesheng smiled at Yu An.
Yu An paused, then smiled too. “…Pretty good. This place is quiet.”
“I slept pretty well too.” Ruan Yesheng glanced at Xi Mo. “Xi Mo, how about you?”
Xi Mo: “…”
“…Pretty good.” Xi Mo lowered her eyes and answered softly.
“Is Qingqing still sleeping in?” Ruan Yesheng didn't know what happened last night. She asked with care. “The breakfast here tastes good. Do you want to bring some to her room later?”
She knew Yu An always cared about Shen Qingbie. She thought that was what Yu An would want.
“…I still have some work. I need to talk with the company on my phone.” Yu An said. “Ruanruan, can you bring it for me?”
“No problem.” Ruan Yesheng smiled.
Yu An looked at her phone. After a moment, she sent Shen Qingbie a message. “Ruanruan will bring you breakfast later. You…sleep a bit more, then get dressed.”
After a long while, Shen Qingbie replied.
She usually talked a lot, but now she only sent one vague word. “…Okay.”
The three of them kept eating.
The restaurant was surrounded by glass. They could see the hallway outside. Soon, Cui Jiayu rushed past. Ruan Yesheng noticed her face looked odd. She walked fast, like she was avoiding trouble.
Not far away, Lin Tingshuang’s anxious voice could be heard. “Jiajia, Jiajia, don’t walk so fast. Where are you going?”
Cui Jiayu passed first. Lin Tingyu followed and grabbed her hand. “A’Shuang is calling you. Didn’t you hear her? Are you rushing to reincarnate?”
Cui Jiayu quickly shook her hand off. She frowned, looking flustered. “…You…don’t touch me.”
She changed her words. “…Mind your own business.”
Lin Tingyu said, “What’s wrong with you? You were in a bad mood when you came out this morning. Did I mess with you today?”
“I just…I’m like this. You can’t control me.” Cui Jiayu stepped back. Her eyes swept over Lin Tingyu, then looked away. “You’re annoying. Stop walking around in front of me. You’re making me annoyed.”
Lin Tingyu frowned. “If A’Shuang didn’t call you, do you think I’d follow you? She’s in a wheelchair. It’s hard for her to move. I was afraid you wouldn’t answer her and she’d get anxious and fall.”
Only then did Cui Jiayu stop talking.
Lin Tingshuang rolled her wheelchair over and asked, “Jiajia, aren’t you eating breakfast?”
Cui Jiayu was irritated. “No. I…I’m going back.”
“So early?” Lin Tingshuang felt strange.
“I have things to do.” Cui Jiayu said. “You guys eat. I’m leaving.”
Lin Tingshuang nodded. “Okay. Let’s hang out again when you’re free.”
Cui Jiayu gave a vague sound, glanced at Lin Tingyu, and left. Lin Tingyu watched her back for a moment, then pushed Lin Tingshuang into the restaurant.
More people came in. The restaurant got livelier.
“What’s wrong with Jiajia?” Ruan Yesheng asked.
Lin Tingyu smiled. “No idea. She’s weird. This morning, she saw me in the hallway and suddenly blew up at me.”
After breakfast, Ruan Yesheng picked some food Shen Qingbie liked. She glanced at Xi Mo standing not far away. Xi Mo looked uneasy, like she was secretly watching her. Ruan Yesheng smiled and waved. “Xi Mo, come here.”
Xi Mo stood still for a bit, then walked over.
Ruan Yesheng handed her the white plate with breakfast. She said, “Come with me to Qingqing’s room?”
Yu An was clearing the table. She froze when she heard that.
“Mm.” Xi Mo nodded.
The two of them went to Shen Qingbie’s room. Ruan Yesheng knocked. “Qingqing, are you up?”
Shen Qingbie opened the door fast. When she saw Ruan Yesheng, it was like seeing a savior. She grabbed Ruan Yesheng’s arm and said urgently, “Ruanruan, something big happened. I have something very important to tell you. Help me. I’m done for.”
“What happened?” Ruan Yesheng asked quickly.
Only then did Shen Qingbie notice Xi Mo standing there. She shrank back. She treated Xi Mo as an idol. How could she talk about last night in front of her idol? She forced a smile and said softly, “No…nothing.”
Xi Mo: “…”
…What do you mean?
You won’t say it if I’m here?
Author's Note:
This is big!!!! Straight girls turned into lesbians!!!!
The Universe’s straight girl and the Galaxy’s straight girl have switched sides. The Solar System’s straight girl is panicking. [Not]
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